lost-little-switch

lost-little-switch:

fullmetallittle:

lost-little-switch:

fullmetallittle:

lost-little-switch:

#01: M&M’s for breakfast, aww ye

#02: Being able to stay up all night and finish art or that awesome show/movie/thing because there’s no curfew

#03: There’s nobody to put soap in your mouth when you swear like a sailor

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But as great as these things are, it’s nothing compared to the feeling…

That is a lot of work, and you have to he willing to give yourself. A two way street

Of course, you’re right. But for the right Caregiver… Nothing beats that feeling, at least to me. As much as I like having my freedom to do as I please, I miss the rules and the structure, and even the punishments. As much as I am enjoying being single right now, I miss having a Caregiver in my life.

I would love a caregiver but I have a few trusting issues and well structure would be nice. Kinda like a constant drum tone and I guess you take the moments when you are single and work on yourself. And when you are ready it will come when you least expect it.

I get you, I do. I have a hard time letting people in anymore. Before I used to be an open book, let almost ANYONE in. I learned a hard lesson, and stated shutting myself off. I had to make myself a chore chart in order to get some shit done during the week. I am doing what I can to work on myself, but I can’t do it alone, but I also can’t get the help I need due to an asshole doctor who won’t take me on as a patient because I’m an occasional smoker. *sigh* That’s a rant for another day :p

Well good luck with that and I wish you well

lost-little-switch

lost-little-switch:

fullmetallittle:

lost-little-switch:

#01: M&M’s for breakfast, aww ye

#02: Being able to stay up all night and finish art or that awesome show/movie/thing because there’s no curfew

#03: There’s nobody to put soap in your mouth when you swear like a sailor

—-

But as great as these things are, it’s nothing compared to the feeling…

That is a lot of work, and you have to he willing to give yourself. A two way street

Of course, you’re right. But for the right Caregiver… Nothing beats that feeling, at least to me. As much as I like having my freedom to do as I please, I miss the rules and the structure, and even the punishments. As much as I am enjoying being single right now, I miss having a Caregiver in my life.

I would love a caregiver but I have a few trusting issues and well structure would be nice. Kinda like a constant drum tone and I guess you take the moments when you are single and work on yourself. And when you are ready it will come when you least expect it.

lost-little-switch

lost-little-switch:

#01: M&M’s for breakfast, aww ye

#02: Being able to stay up all night and finish art or that awesome show/movie/thing because there’s no curfew

#03: There’s nobody to put soap in your mouth when you swear like a sailor

—-

But as great as these things are, it’s nothing compared to the feeling…

That is a lot of work, and you have to he willing to give yourself. A two way street